Film came to my place today. He was here about ten minutes before Liam. I didn't notice who I had opened the door to until the front door was well... open. My ex didn't look sad or angry but he did not look happy either. Joy was not on my side when the first words out of his mouth had to do with the guy who walked me home the day before. I'm almost certain that Liam heard the argument. How could he not have heard it all or most of it? He was super sweet about it though. Didn't bring it up at all... Liam just made sure that I was okay and then dropped it. The flowers that he handed to me after telling Film that " Its time for you to leave, don't you think?" are gorgeous. He brought me an assortment of roses. Lilac roses mean love at first sight, which I really don't buy into. Light pink roses mean a joy to behold. So was he saying that I am a joy to behold that he has love at first sight syndrome over? When Film saw the roses I don't think he understood what they really symbolized. I got it though and even though he was out of the room I had to turn away for a few seconds.
The biggest thing on my mind right now, is the fact that after Film, I really cannot even think about dating again. The flowers are beautiful, he's really nice, and no matter what all of his wonderful qualities cannot allure me in.
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