I'm really not sure what to do with myself now that I'm on vacation. People from the office called me this morning. Taylor wanted to know how things with Liam are going. Of course I would not answer that question, no matter how many times he asked me. Shirley gushed to me over how cute he is and then basically told me that if I wasn't going after him she would. Matt checked on my at about noon... If they want me to be on vacation why are they all calling me? My boss insisted that I should go somewhere besides just my apartment. I told him that I already had plans to but was not going to tell him where so that he could slip the info to Liam. He shamefully said that he had no idea what I was talking about. I laughed before saying that I had to go and hanging up. With all their pushing towards me giving Liam Taylor a chance, I cannot help but think about the guy. Bottom line, I don't want to date anyone right now. I also don't want to think of Film but he just keeps showing up here. Interestingly enough whenever he is there Liam is here and vice versa.
Today Liam showed up at my door with flowers.. They were just as beautiful as the last bunch he gave me. When he handed them to me, he smiled in a way that gave points to team 'Date Liam'. As I invited him in I noticed Film just getting off of the elevator. Mouthing the word no after letting Liam in, I closed the door on whatever Film was saying. Perhaps it truly is time for me to start calling security whenever I see Film. I really do not want to though...
Liam asked me out while he was standing in my living room. Against my better judgement or not, I accepted. The date is tomorrow because he has a photo shoot to go to today. However he did insist on the two of us grabbing lunch together. While part of me wants to give this a chance, the other part that is cynical to dating after Film, screams no. Will I be prepared to jump ship if Liam Taylor turns out to be the opposite of my dream guy? Or is this going to be a complete repeat of what happened before...?
Very softly and completely chaste, he kissed me after asking me if he could. It was then that all the security locks on my paranoid heart fell apart. It may seem dumb, but, the way that he isn't at all rushing things is what has me liking him more than I want to. I wonder if he has taken a lesson from a book that I don't know of yet. A book that still has to be published. 'A Lesson In How To Get Under My Very Tough Skin.' Somewhere there may be a manuel that he has read and I just might be the one who gives up on the idea of shunning all relationships.
He did not push it at all. Did not kiss me again until he left for his home. Just as chaste, just as uncomplicated. He left me in my apartment, very confused as well as pining in ways that I didn't want to be.
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